God intends Abundance Art to thrive;
In the image of his own nature he manifested it through me.
Despite best intentions and efforts, the creative livelihood fizzles, desperate.
I feel the doubt and despair of bitter disappointment.
I am overwhelmed by it.
Then I remember… Abundance Art remains in the hand of God,
and no torment shall touch it. I claim this truth.
My dream, my vision, my mission may seem, in the view of skeptics, dead;
this seeming failure thought finished business
and my passion in going forth utter foolishness.
But wait, I too am at peace.
For if up to now, if spendingselffundingretirementmoneygoneoverwhelmingdebt, indeed, be seen as ridiculous loss,
yet my hope remains full of promise;
Pruned muchly, I shall be greatly blessed,
because God tried me
and has found Abundance Art worthy of himself.
As gold in the furnace, he proved me,
and as sacrificial offerings he took every clouded dream to himself.
So that at the right time, Abundance Art shall shine brightly,
and shall dart about as sparks in the darkness.
Creativity, nourishment, love and healing shall reach nations and touch the hearts of peoples around the world,
and the Lord shall be my King forever.
I shall understand truth,
and Abundance Art shall abide with him in love.
Because grace, mercy and prosperity are with his holy ones,
and his abundant care is with me, always.
Paraphrased from Wisdom 2:23-3:9 (Lectionary for Mass for Use in the Dioceses of the United States, second typical edition, Copyright © 2001, 1998, 1997, 1986, 1970 Confraternity of Christian Doctrine):